Ambien Suicide

I just got prescribed Zolpidem because I am suffering from Post Traumatic Stress Disorder and am having difficulty sleeping and horrible nightmares. After reading this website I feel sick even being prescribed this medication and do not plan on taking it ever. I am paranoid and the scariest thing I can think of is doing stuff I absolutely have no recollection of later. Creeps me the f out. My ex boyfriend of 3 and a half years recently killed himself, it is affecting me tremendously. If you are not elderly or in a horrific physical condition that prevents you from being physically able to be independent, wait it out. The effects your action can affect the ones who loved and cared about you most for the rest of their lives.