Well, i have to say i’m always thinking about whether i should try and overdose on some ambien or something.My life is surely not as horrible as some people’s but i just dont feel satisfied with how i am.I’m always say to myself that its pathetic that i dont have a bunch of close friends or that i havent even gotten a boyfriend yet.I sometimes feel that i souldnt even talk b/c i’m stupid and no one really cares what i’m saying. I dont know if i really would want to die or if i just want attention.I just keep picturing myself doing it at school so my dad wouldnt find me.I’m just so confused right now…oh by the way i’m only 18..sad!
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Dear Sad,
I was reading your story and it broke my heart. I have five beautiful children and when I read your story I stopped them and asked them to come over to the computer, so I could read what you wrote. I’m so sorry that you feel this way and I remember being 18 one time as well and hating high School and not having a boyfriend. However, if you could here my sucess story now and a picture of me know you would be shocked…I am 34 and my oldest daughter is almost 13. If you need to talk and email someone just to vent, feel free to email me at anytime at hunter.marguerite@gmail.com…My daughter who is 6 said to say to your dad that you really love him. My son who is 8 said to tell you, p.s. please don’t kill yourself. I pray that life will bring you joy and happiness and even though I don’t know you, I will pray for your safety and strength everyday. I don’t know your name, but will title you sad…yesterday I thought I had the worst day of my life and I have a step-son who is dieing right now of Chronic Kidney Disease, next week he might start the process for a kidney transplant, he is only three. His daddy is fighting in the war at Iraq and recieved the bad news last week. I was doing research on ambien and ran across this website. I then read your story and realized that there’s always someone out there that is suffering more than me. Remember that, when your suffering…I’m not sure your religious preference, but always remember that God says “What time I am afraid, I will put my trust in thee”. I know at times you feel as if you can’t take anymore, but God would never give you more than you can handle. please know that you are being prayed for by five little hearts and one big one. Stay safe.
Dear 18,
After reading your story I had to reread it again because i found that what you are describing is very similiar to how I’ve felt these past few years too. I am also a college student. Going into college i had visions of having alot of great friends and things to always occupy my time, but when reality kicked in it was almost like i forgot how to socialize and meeting new people was impossible for me because like you said “I sometimes feel that i souldnt even talk b/c i’m stupid and no one really cares what i’m saying.” There have been other issues too with my family and old friends from high school that started to bother me too and that would increase my frustration. What I want to tell you is that you are not alone. You are not a loser, or a nobody. I know, even without knowing you, that there’s something about you that makes you special in you own way and whether society, friends, or family agree or not. WHO CARES. If you email me at bballman50424@comcast.net I will listen to what you have to say. Whether you decide to open up,or not, or how much you open up is up to you alone. I will not judge you, critisize you, or try to analyse you. I will just listen to what you have to say. Having these types of feelings myself I know how hard it is to open up to somoene because I’m afraid they will look at me differently and treat me different because of what ive opened up to them. People should not be afraid to open up. They should be praised for it because it takes alot of guts. Im sorry this is so long, but finally please seriously consider emailing me if you are still having these same feelings.