i can’t take it anymore. i’ve tried different overdoses; the worst was asprin! i ordeed a large order of ambien. i’ve treid ten at most with no results. do you know how much it would take? i can’t take the memories, i can’t take one more second of being alive. i want to go to sleep and not wake up. this isn’t going to blow over and i don’t want to get ‘accidently’ found this time. have any segs?
-Alison
Alison
I want same, i need to know how many to take to end it quickly. I want to be asleep and not wake, I dont want to be mobile, I want go to sleep. maybe I need a combination. any ideas?
we want to sleep…
Please go talk to someone. I truly know what it feels like to feel the way your feeling. I know it sounds cliche but talking to someone and just emptying out your soul to them(preferably a shrink) will improve your life dramatically. I ve been through some terrible things and have overcome. I f I can do it I know you can to. Resolve to beat whatever is affecting you this way. You dont deserve it
It’s not about talking or improvement or bad times or resolve. I’ts Depression a real chemical imbalance that I have that has nothing to do with circumstances!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
alison. please don’t. life is a gift.
Why doesnt anyone just tell us how much to take!
I have decided to just take the lot and see what happens. I live in a 3rd world country so even if it fails i wont be able to get to medical treatment quick enough ha ha ha ha!
see ya
I hate to say this but why even limit the amount? I mean if you are going for death why say “Oh I will only take 10?” What are you saving the rest for? Having said that I don’t recommend what you are doing. It’s stupid. You’ll more than likely just end up damaging your body and then having to live with that?