IM SORRY EVERYONE FEELS THAT WAY BUT I FEEL IT TOO AND IT HURTS, I WONDER TOO WHAT WOULD HAPPEN IF I TOOK MY BOTTLE OF AMBIEN AND OTHER MEDS. IM SCARED AND I DONT WANT TO LEAVE MY LOVED ONES ALONE BECAUSE THEY WOULDNT BE ABLY TO MOVE ON BUT I HATE THIS FEELING AND CONTEMPLATION OVER IT, IS THAT SUICIDAL, EVEN THOUGH IVE NEVER DONE IT? I WISH I HAD INSURANCE OR MONEY FOR A THERAPIST BUT I DONT AND SO I DONT KNOW WHO TO TALK TO, WHO WILL UNDERSTAND, I REALLY NEED A HUG, AND I HATE THIS FEELING. I JUST DONT WANT TO DO ANYTHING STUPID AND END UP IN A LOONEY BEEN.
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I realized there’s a big difference from wanting to kill your self and not wanting to live..I did go to the loony bin 2 weeks ago..it was a fast way to get the right meds..problem is..im still in the same boat but now I know..its me and not my meds
Hi Tileguru,
I went through an amazingly similiar situation to your recently.
If you would like to discuss with me I’m sure I can help point you towards people who can help.
Regards
BJ
I have had sleeping problems since I can remember. After serching with and without insurance I found a great doctor. I get medicaid now so I can continue to see here. I also make payment plans to the clinics that will work with you (like 10 dollars a month).
Alas the extreme, if you really are on edge and NEES some help NOW. Go to the Emergency Room. Most ER’s have a place for people like us. Quiet rooms that are comfortable, they bring you water and evaluate you on what your needs are. Payment is not important at that point YOU are. They have connections everywhere for what your problems are. Different Dr to treatment centers, inpaitent and out paitent.
O have gone twice when my docter left state. the doctor is back now and happy with me. But I have gone twice to get help. Do to my financial problems they wavied all of the fees associated with it.
Also Emergency Rooms cannot deny you servise. I hate to put this out there for people who work really hard and get very little back for the lives they save. But the hospitals now days care about thier city and thier communities.
Good luck!
Cynthia
Has any one looked in into their communities plan for people with low to no insurance or state/federal help. I know in my small town I have three places to go.
Please don’t give up. It takes work to find the right provider, it does take work to live happy again. Can you call in favors from friends that know caring doctors that might point you in the right direction?
Please don’t give up. I am not going to. If I cannot sleep tonight and that is what it looks like, I am doing a long distance call to the provider that does care for me.
Provicers that care are out there. Thats what they signed up for. They have a love of helping people.
Take care,
Cynthia
Going through the same thing now, and I’m reaching out to all my friends and family to help me through it. I’m actually going to a counselor now in hopes that she’ll be able to provide the magic answer. I also started taking Lexapro, which is an anti-depressent, so we’ll see how this plays out, but I can tell you that I’m finding it increasingly harder and harder to find things that make it all worth while. I’m like Tim, I don’t want to kill myself, but I don’t want to live. Hope things work out for you!!
well, took a bunch f ambien, and alcohol. needhelp.
well at least i know im not the only one out there that thinks this way.. my personal stance is that the people that ask for help or tell other people about what there going to do is just looking for attion and yes they probly need help..but probly were never in any danager of realy doing any harm to them selfs me on the other hand and people like myself i not going to tell anyone im just one day going to be gone…me and people like me we are just tired and yes it is probly selfish but i have never been so i might just do this for my self i guess i could go on and on but y? i hope you all work things out …