I have felt this dark cloud over me since i was fourteen. i have been on a few meds, but to me none of them have made me feel better. I feel that i am lost and alone. I know i have all these people around me who love me and care about me, but yet i feel numb to there love. I have been struggling to be happy for years, self medicating myself with drugs and alcohol. I mean i know its not the best way to handle things but its the only thing i know. I have Ambien prescribed to me, and have thought alot about taking them all. I am scared but i feel that this is the only way i will be happy.! I don’t wanna leave all my loved ones behind but feel that it would just be better if i wasn’t here anymore.! Alot of my family wants me to go to impatient treatment but i’m scared. i don’t wanna go.
can someone help me before it’s too late.? I just need someone to talk too…. I am lost.
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I’ve been on medicine for my dark clouds since I was 14. It’s so hard to keep hope, it’s exhausting actually. Buy Please don’t take them all. You’re so young, you deserve to live a great life so don’t cut it short. And if you don’t die from the overdose it can cause Brain damage and all this bs that will make you want to go even more. Please hang in there and take it one day at a time. Acknowledge the little things that make you happy. A few minutes or seconds of joy is better then none. And Thank you for posting this. You stopped me from taking all of my ambien. Goodluck with your dark cloud, I hope it vanishes soon.
Im fourteen. I do not think you should leave everyone that cares. There is so much you have not yet to experiance in life yet. I know this because I’m in bad depresstion i take medication it has worked. Your life isnt over and you shouldn’t make it over. Believeing in yourself is the only thing that will help you not tothers around you. Trust me you have a reason to be here live it up to the fullest.
Please talk to your doctor about how you are feeling, and get a referral for counciling, or even group therapy, to help air your feelings with someone qualified to help… Bring your meds in with you when you go in, and ask him/her to see if there are alternative medications out there to help with your feelings of depression. Life is a beautiful gift. You deserve to be here.
Find church immediately, Jesus is the answer he loves u
Jesus is the answer
The way the truth and life JESUS CHRIST I am praying for u my friend! Give it all to tha Lord! It’s tha ONLY cure! God Bless u