I want to tell you something a dear friend told me: Everyone who has ever committed suicide probably thought at some point that they weren’t really suicidal or that they would never actually do it. The other thing you should know is that coming up with specific suicide plans is a strong risk factor, as is having a history of attempting suicide. Please, please, get help.
There is sweetness in life, if we can just hold out for it, if we can convince ourselves to seek it out. You are loved, whether or not it’s in the romantic sense; cherish those relationships and don’t leave your loved ones until you have to.
i like this post. i do, a lot. its short and sweet.
It is difficult to want to continue on when you know you won’t be missed. Sometimes the things you want to run away from are your relatives, relationships that ended badly, and people who say they care but never call you. When you don’t have a good support system it makes it difficult to find the reason to want to carry on. You said don’t leave loved ones until you have to, but for some of us there is no family or friends to lean on. If you are about to kill yourself, I would assume that few bridges have been burned on the way. Sorry if this isn’t worded correctly but I took my Ambien a couple of hours alo and haven’t fallen asleep yet.