We have a saying in EMS when we are called to the scene of a potential overdose. I always remind my patients that suicide is a permanent solution to temporary problems.
I will tell you that for over 7 years, I lived in the same mind set you are living in now and although it was not easy, I made it through to the other side and now I am as happy as I have every been. If I can pull myself up from that dark deep hole, you can too. I don’t know if you are a christian. But I consider myself a “non committed Christian”, but I prayed to God a lot every night for his help and guidance in my daily life and eventually he did. There are a lot of people that have attempted suicide and failed, only to end up malformed or brain damaged from the attempt.
No matter if you feel no one cares, everyone has some family, co-workers, or friends that would be affected by your actions, plus you have to stick around to see what life has planned for your next life chapter. I’m glad I did.
Just remember, once your are at rock bottom, there’s only one way left to go…..up.
I hope you give this some serious thought. And remember GOD loves you more than anyone else and his love is unconditional love.
thanks for this response.
it helps.
thanks for posting… i dont know if it helped but it did give me something to think about …. im 40years old and have 4 girls and now im going thru my 2 devorce i have always done for others and my other half even said she is being selfish right now u know thats ok i have never been and i know what everyone says u have alot going for you… you look good in fact ive lost 25lbs and i am working out to try and beat this but its not working i think its time for me and just me this is mine and i dezerve to be selfish at least one time in my life if i overdose its not going to be because of someone elese its for me and im tired and i think im done overthe last 6months i have planed this all out to the detail. but whatever all just go on trying to fix this ….who knows who will win.. if your reading this dont pay anyattion to me im just babbling have a great day…
there are four things in life you can never get back. a stone after its thrown,words after there spoken,time when its gone and life after its past. so live every day as if it were your last.. i know after mine is past i have left 4 beautiful
girls that will be fine at least i did something good.