I’m tired of life. I wish I were dead. I’m thinking about taking pills to do the job so I’m researching how much it would take to do the job. I need to be thorough so I don’t survive this. Life is just too painful anymore. I’ve got some serious mental disorders and I have so much trouble controlling my emotions and it takes so much energy to keep from flipping out and it’s nothing but a burden on my life. I’m tired of fighting just to stay in control. I’ve been on so many different meds over the years but it never helps. I’m finally ready to give up. I’m waiting till my girlfriends birthday so she feels the same hurt she caused me. She’ll go through life remembering her birthday as the day I ended my life
–John
Please don’t kill yourself. I know it may seem hopeless and I’ve been there, but I made it through and I’m so glad I did. Please talk to someone. Talk to me.
i often feel hurt by everyone around me. i have a lot of serious issues, I know not everything has been diagnosed either.
Don’t kill yourself. Focus your energy on changing something in your life. You have to learn to be happy. & if she’s done something bad or whatever, it’s ok to break up with her.
LIVE man! Don’t just exist. that’s the difference.
Talk to me. Send me an email.
dude i kno how you feel totally but dont kill yourself on ur birthday break up with her instead my step father killed himself december 26th 5 years ago and that was sooo terrible so now christmas every now kinda sux i think u should just break up with her her dude i kno i wana give up all the time lately ya kno but i guess its just not time yet to give up i have a lot of issues not just mental either with ppl work money the works i have problems with but just dont dont do