As long as there are firearms and high places, you have no excuse; velocity and gravity are your friends. Don’t have acess to a firearm? Drive to your local rough side of town and look for a drug deal going down. Try walking up and taking their drugs without paying. You’ll either get the stuff to take that will kill you or they’ll kill you on the spot; either way, mission accomplished.

Or go to a donut shop, pick up a butter knife and make like you’re going to stab one of the cops sitting there. His patner (and probably several other cops who just happen to be there) will lite you up quicker than you can think, dead at last, dead at last.

Don’t know about all this God stuff. It seems a bit illogical to me but hey, I’m mortal, so what do I know?

But if you look at the whole thing, there’s a God that reportedly created you, loves you, watches over you, and everything will be OK one of these days if you just do what a bunch of humans say God told them to write down for ya a few thousand years ago.

BUT if you don’t do as your told, well, He’s gonna hit the ol’ smite button and set you on fire! Tough love I guess. Your fate will be to burn, not just as long as there are combustible materials to feed the flame, oh no, but you will light the unending darkness in some fathomless pit with your agonizing flames-O-punishment for ETERNITY! Your choice, of course.

So quit whining. Get off you butt and either go do the deed or shut up and get on with your miserable life. Until I get the guts to pull that trigger, that’s what I’m gonna do but ya never know, today might be the day it happens. It’s all a matter of motivation.

One last thing. If you kill yourself, yeah some one will cry. If you get killed in a car wreck they’ll cry too but either way they’ll get over it or join you in your dirt nap. Not your problem, just like the Don’t Do Its on here with regard to your issue; ain’t their problem but easy to advise you not to turn your lights out so-to-speak.

On the upside, it’s the last decision you’ll ever have to make. It’ll all be over and quiet or your utility bill for heat and lights will be paid for forever. See! There IS a silver lining in all those dark clouds.

As for anyone else reading.. hang in there! “This too shall pass” and you will regret it. I encourage you to find other ways to get to sleep too.. and Yes there are other ways. Don’t come here to make a threat and hope someone comes to rescue you too.. help yourself. Religious or an athiest.. you can’t expect help to fall from the sky and don’t sit here counting on someone to reply to you. “God only helps those who help themselves” and, like I said, that applies even if you aren’t religious.. you’ve got to act. It’s unrealistic to expect anything to change if you don’t act. So do something about it. Help yourself!! You’re typing here and your fingers can type right? Make a call. Be part of the “fittest” my redneck friend above was talking about and then come here to tell him how much of a pyschopath he is for treating people like that Be one of the fittest by “merely trying” and be one of the “fittest” with a heart

Your liberal friend who wants You here, Josh

Parents are wonderful,,,,,,,,,most of the time. But unfortunately there are a select few who make our lives miserable. We have to step up, protect our emotions, and not allow them to manipulate and hurt us. I for one, am a much happier person now. Depression has always been a struggle for me, and I”m sure always will be. But at least the major trigger now I have learned to shut the door on. I hope you can do the same.

So if you’re looking to overdose, bear in mind that failure can make you brain damaged. Beyond that, it really depends on your own body’s propensity to keep breathing. A young fit person is going to be more resistant to Ambien than an older person who already has sleep apnea. Taking Ambien with other respiratory depressants will increase its effect, as will environments that cause rebreathing or hypoxia. The longer it takes for someone to find you, the longer the drugs have to work.

I can tell you for sure that 600 mg is enough to kill someone. Maybe not everyone, but I woke up on a ventilator. In retrospect, I’m glad I did wake up. One of my doctors told me that suicidal thinking is your brain’s way of telling you there’s something really wrong, just like chest pain is your body’s way of telling you you’re having a heart attack. I would never tell anyone to look on the bright side or remember God loves you or any of that crap. But I would encourage people who want to die to make one more phone call. Call 1-800-SUICIDE or 1-800-273-TALK. Probably you feel like it’s not going to make any difference, and maybe it won’t. But you don’t have anything to lose, and you can always kill yourself tomorrow.

can someone help me before it’s too late.? I just need someone to talk too…. I am lost.

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