Michelle

On another note, I was prescribed a Benzo, Klonopin for a little over two years. I NEVER took more than prescribed, infact I took less. It started creating dependency problems for me, as well as a tough time discontinuing it. So, issues can still develop even when using a medication as prescribed.

I’m glad Ambien has been working out for you.

Everyone is different and different things will work. Gererally exercise works pretty good for many people. I have a co-worker who had a sleep study done on her and she had to get one of those CPAP machines apparatices that you wear to bed. But please don’t give up. There is a solution for you, you just have to find it.

You matter. There is a plan and a purpose for your life. People care about you, I care about you. God loves you and so do others.

Now to your question about can you appeal the Medical Examiner’s Manner of Death determination. I was very fortunate to have a Medical Examiner who agreed to let me present my case that my son did not commit suicide, i.e., my son did not INTENTIONALLY kill himself. I wrote an 8 page dissertation, including the expert opinion of a psychologist who specializes in adverse drug events. The Medial Examiner circulated my argument to a number of his peers nationally. The outcome was that the Medical Examiner revised the Manner of Death to “Not Determined.”

It was a long and arduous process to get my son’s Manner of Death changed. It is not easy, and will take perseverance. It will cause you to stay in your grief, but I believe that it will be worth it in the end. It was for our family.

I moved up north to get away from them all and be safe. I had gone through several overdoses by my cousin Kathy and I believe Diane and Donna. Police will not do anything about it. I MEAN NOTHING. NOT EVEN RIGHT A DECENT POLICE REPORT FOR A RESTRAINING ORDER.

My DIL up north wanted to turn everything I had wrong with me to DEPRESSION. The doctor there gave me celexia, ativan, ambien, and several other drugs. I was out of my mind from the mixture of these drugs and their intense strength within weeks and unable to cope with life with them on top of my nurological damages from methane gas and anesthesia. My family was attacking me from ever direction, insulting me, alienating me, misunderstanding what was wrong.

I almost died from all of this and no one believes it. They all saw me drink a beer so alcohol is their problem of choice. These drugs are fatal and hard to come off of after taking them for a month or so. They camouflage other serious medical issues and make it impossible for you to think and communicate properly. I am sure as I almost did… your son probably was very frustrated with not being able to communicate what these drugs were doing to him, his mind, and his life. It is horrible that doctors still prescribe these meds fully knowing what they do to people.

Yes. The Klonipin which is the same as ativan did intensify the Ambien and yes I know because I was prescribed both together wrongfully. Ambien and Ativan should only be administered by doctors in hospitals under care and observation of doctors and nurses. I lived ALONE sick in a state alone with only my son and his wife when I was prescribed these drugs. My heart goes out to your son and what he went through and to you for losing him. I have lost my son also who is ALIVE because he will not listen to me or believe me. His mother in law and family are having much fun overdosing me now 5 states away from him and lieing to him. I have lost everything and still fighting for my life.

God bless you Judy

The future of Ambien is awakening people in semi-conscious states. This drug has awakened people from comas!! It is also used for stroke victims and for other brain disorders. Remember, Ambien started off as a medication for stroke vitcims.

As long as there are firearms and high places, you have no excuse; velocity and gravity are your friends. Don’t have acess to a firearm? Drive to your local rough side of town and look for a drug deal going down. Try walking up and taking their drugs without paying. You’ll either get the stuff to take that will kill you or they’ll kill you on the spot; either way, mission accomplished.

Or go to a donut shop, pick up a butter knife and make like you’re going to stab one of the cops sitting there. His patner (and probably several other cops who just happen to be there) will lite you up quicker than you can think, dead at last, dead at last.

Don’t know about all this God stuff. It seems a bit illogical to me but hey, I’m mortal, so what do I know?

But if you look at the whole thing, there’s a God that reportedly created you, loves you, watches over you, and everything will be OK one of these days if you just do what a bunch of humans say God told them to write down for ya a few thousand years ago.

BUT if you don’t do as your told, well, He’s gonna hit the ol’ smite button and set you on fire! Tough love I guess. Your fate will be to burn, not just as long as there are combustible materials to feed the flame, oh no, but you will light the unending darkness in some fathomless pit with your agonizing flames-O-punishment for ETERNITY! Your choice, of course.

So quit whining. Get off you butt and either go do the deed or shut up and get on with your miserable life. Until I get the guts to pull that trigger, that’s what I’m gonna do but ya never know, today might be the day it happens. It’s all a matter of motivation.

One last thing. If you kill yourself, yeah some one will cry. If you get killed in a car wreck they’ll cry too but either way they’ll get over it or join you in your dirt nap. Not your problem, just like the Don’t Do Its on here with regard to your issue; ain’t their problem but easy to advise you not to turn your lights out so-to-speak.

On the upside, it’s the last decision you’ll ever have to make. It’ll all be over and quiet or your utility bill for heat and lights will be paid for forever. See! There IS a silver lining in all those dark clouds.